nao sei,
acho que to cansada,
cansada de ser sempre a menina apaixonada
que na verdade nem é tao apaixonada assim
que na maioria das vezes é mal interpretada por isso

nao sei,
nao sei se é isso que quero
acho que faz tanto tempo que fico sendo cuidadosa
e me gelando e me gelando,
que quando você quiser calor
eu nao vou saber mais te dar
eu ja to a tanto tempo assim
que nao sei mais como voltar
me acostumei, me calejei,
ou melhor, você me calejou, e foi de você

nao sei,
acho que to precisando te dar um choque,
precisando quebrar esse cuidado que se criou
que de acordo com as regras nao devia existir,
mas ja que você o faz, mal-feito mas faz, eu acabei por fazer
acho que to precisando quebrar esse cuidado e te dar um choque de realidade

quem sabe assim,
você e o resto
olham pra mim com olhos de quem ve uma pessoa que pensa,
e nao com olhos de pena, ou de dó,
porque na prática, a única diferença
é que eu sei ser discreta

Flerte Fatal

a se pensar....

reciclando

ultimamente,
meu pulsos andam apetitosos
olho pra eles e sinto escorrer ralo abaixo
tudo que ja correu por mim algum dia
e enquanto meus olhos encontram essa imagem
agradeço, finalmente fui util alguma vez,
devolvo pra terra toda minha energia,
que nao é pouca, que seja de bom uso na vida terráquia.


PS: o engraçado é que fui util pra vida, na morte.

just another "not-send" letter, to the solidary lover

look,
i'm sorry, but i can't kiss you anymore
the sex is great and everything,
and love being with,
actually i love you.
and you always knew, everybody knew
once i fell in love with you, i have never "unfell'.

the moment i realised that you would'nt love me back,
i kept you in a far and cold place inside my heart
but still, you were there, and you still are.
and because of that, every look you give me messes me up in some way.
many times in a good way, a way that made me fell happy, for a change.
but also, many times with one look you managed to destroy my self esteem
and, these last days, have been an emotional rolercoaster for me
these last 17 days, in 12 of them, i cryed and every single time i cryed it was because of you.
the problem is, i don't know if i can bare this any longer
everytime i look for you, you reject me
all i get is a pitty look, and that is certanly the last thing i need.
when you look for me, we usually kiss, and i really dont fell like being on hold, the way that it is now.

i cant kiss you anymore because i cant bare the lack of stability of my emotions,
so please, dont look for me anymore in a sexual way, as a friend you can always look for me for wherever you need.
you can be sure, you will be kept in that cold and far place in my heart, for a really long time, i dont even know if you're gonna leave there someday
the thing is, if you ever feel like being with me for real, come talk to me, if you're still in my heart somewhere, you can be sure,you will get a yes, and as i told you before, its gonna take years to get you out of there, if you ever get out.
so, i hope you'll come talk to me someday.

with cold and distant love
Ice Queen

"Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I swored to myself
That I'm content with loneliness,
Because none of it was ever worth the risk"

Well, congratulations!!
you have managed to prove
that really isnt worth the risk after all

é elfo...
acho que agora é pra valer

nao me importa quem seja
o problema é que você nunca chega